I don't really understand why someone can affect and create big impact towards other people. I mean, even when the person is not in the same place. Do we share the same space? Do we still believe that we share the same place?
I believe, there are people who think they use the same air in their life. They see the same sky. They laugh at the same time, be happy, and also stranded in the same period.
Do you share your believes to other? Or you just keep it to yourself and does not believe anyone will be able to handle your faith? Or you maybe just bored with other and start to doubt what you already believe because world can drive and stir you until you change direction into different way.
Maybe you just tired and excited about yours now. That's the best and simple explanation. Because with that way, at least we understand that you are happy.
Just do not forget to breath...